Monday, July 7, 2014

Full Moon Capricorn July 12, 2014

We have a week ahead of us!! Perhaps you have already been noticing some shifting and moving going on the past week. Things are definitely in motion (whether you see them yet or not). This week we have the Sun squaring with Uranus which can have you feeling a bit nervous and even ungrounded maxing out on Tuesday, July 8 when these two are exact 90 degrees from each other. No matter, just take a walk without your shoes in nature to bring some stability.

Perhaps you have been feeling some internal conflict with the (very old you ego based) and the new you now ... with instances coming up and you reacting slightly of the old ... breathe and this will pass. Tuesday we find peace and balance with the Sun Uranus square. Peace comes and settles as we approach Saturday maybe you have noticed emotions coming up stirring up. They are here to play with you and allow yourself to feel them but dwelling and getting stuck in whatever emotions comes is temporary. We all have the choice to embrace them breathe them in and then allow them to float away without permanently shifting us, these are just passing clouds. Emotions are brought by this moon just to feel them and allow them to pass, we are on track on journey the emotions that seem to bring you a drift are temporary and not by any means something to derail you now.

Another energy I have been feeling is perhaps you start to reminisce about a past life or a past that never came to be ... a person, a life, a job, whatever it happens to be, it left for a reason. If you have been thinking about any of these from the past, let them stay in the past. It didn't happen for a reason, and you may have wished it back then but look at all you have now! Maybe you feel compelled to contact someone from the past, what is the point? when you are no longer that same person? We have all moved on, we are all no longer who were were yesterday, allow the past to remain there even if this means having good vibes with how you allowed things to part you or maybe you left on a negative note, however the parting happened let it stay that way. Poking around is only going to bring you backwards. We are moving forwards! Also if someone from your past contacts you this week, you don't have to respond- if you do respond it does not mean things will revert to how they were before. Nostalgia may just be passing through in their head ...

Saturday we have the Capricorn Full Moon. This is circling back with our New Year's Resolutions and
wishes we set in January 2014. I have wished to look back at my journals, simply because so much has been coming to be. The Full Moon on Saturday is about manifesting the corresponding New Moon in Capricorn that happened January 1, 2014. So maybe you have reached the peak, you have reached already where you set your mind to. Maybe you forgot what you wrote down ... now is the time to look back as we are at the half way year check in. We celebrate our victories, redirect directions to reach those goals ... even map out further where else we are headed. So to some desires you wrote down in January to come to be by this weekend! If you are stuck this is a time to look hard at your life and see what parts of yourself are holding you back.

By Sunday we have Mercury moving into Cancer to remain until July 30 which allows our communications to be softened. We also had this movement between May 29-June 17, so people who were in our lives early June may come back in our lives this month to be an important figure. This may be family, friends, co-workers... in terms of key people in our lives. If you had been making plans prior to the Mercury Retrograde (which happened June 7-July 1) but noticed you abruptly stopped with them, now is the time to get back on track with them. We now get to make progress again towards these with Mercury in Cancer and the Mercury Retrograde over.

Overall look to your heart. Emotions may feel all over the place. It's okay to ask for help! There is nothing to fear. We are all emotional beings but it is our maturity level that determines if we are going to be a basket case of "psycho" emotions going all over the place, or breathe in and not react to every tiny thing. Vocalizing that you feel "off" on certain days is totally fine too this shows we are aware of what vibes we may be sending off and we are aware they are temporary. We have a lot of movement going on. Life has to stop sometimes for us to realize all that has already changed.

Take a look up and look around you for all that is around you that you were dreaming about 6 months ago, a year ago, since you are a child ...

I have been away from writing, but in this my journey I have been transforming. I have had so many
beautiful experiences all of which would not have come to be if I was not away from all of you. I see this now, the reason for my absence, my silence. I keep constantly seeing butterflies flying all around me I have come out of the coccoon ... we get curious about things about ourself, but we have to allow it to come, to walk down the path and to follow the path. It does not always make sense (trust me) there were times I was wondering and questioning why?? where? who? why? ... all comes when you move forward, staying stuck in any place just keeps you idle ... we all change and you can't stop change even I have realized this. There were some instances when even I wanted to just stop everything and stay internally because that seemed like the logical thing to just postpone, but life does not stop it keeps going. We can decide to stop just us and the whole world passes us by while we get stagnant and trick into thinking that we are in control and not changing, but change happens whether we want to admit it or not. Admitting it and accepting makes the flow go so much easier. We become happier, it is just realizing it is headed where we are headed even if it's not where we thought we should go, things somehow do work out.

This is all about my life, I wanted to stop movement in my life, because I needed to come to terms with all that was coming at me. Sometimes internalizing, happens which is different than getting stale or stagnant. It is accepting that we have no idea what we feel or why you want to "think" and "process" it's only feeling like you are stopped but all the while you are thinking and accessing you are still moving forward. See the difference? For me I did stop a moment in my life, but I was not resisting I stayed in, I mediated a lot, I asked the Universe and Source many many questions of where do I go now? But all the while I knew going in a cave and trying to dismiss and fight all that is, would be counter productive. So if you find yourself with a big life changing event come to be it's ok to take some moments to process it, but allow all answers to flow through you, ask for answers, they come in unexpected ways. It's ok to say I don't know ... this is part of the change and the growth is to be open to everything. To say "no" and "don't" and "I refuse to accept this" this makes stagnant energy and prevents change (temporarily) in a not so good way because you will begin to not feel good because you are restricting your own energy as well.

So in all this energy learn who you are, what do you feel? You may have more than you even realize. Take a look back at your journals from your moon cycles ... you can continue and begin new dreams now too.