One particular conversation was around a New Moon (I do not recall the specific one) as this is not important. The morning leading up to it, he had promised to do a reading for me- I of course was in no rush for it, as I already knew on some level my path. This was more for his own growth and discovering his path. I will not go into detail about the specific topics we discussed as this is private and personal nor is it relevant here.
Messages ... lead to discoveries
I will share the part of the message which was I would receive all that I want, all that I aspire - everything will come to me when I AM balanced. Only when I personally am balanced can the 'stuff' come to be in my life. I was also given a specific timeline- or check points ... each based on if I created balance in my life sooner how these specific "things" may come into my life earlier, of course this could not be controlled or manipulated by me as I could not accelerate the happening. The Universe decides but at these certain times I would know what was working and what things I may let go of, this of course at the time made sense but more so- now I understand the key to these specific markers in time I received or was guided to.
I also received message specifically when all that I aspire would come to me-
the universe knew that by this specific time I would be balanced (if not before) as there are of course many variables at play. All this I knew already that it would come to be (but did not know the when) in this reading I of course received validating for my own inner knowing, things I had already been doing to bring me more into balance. The universe however used my friend and his gifts to share with me more guidance that I am on the right track. I put this information in the back of my mind because you cannot dwell on it or it will take longer to come to be. For me it was enough knowing my own inner knowing that these things would come to be, and the Universe also saying these things would come to be.
I have been seeing signs around me hearing things of balance. On my adventure, I realized this further. A mandala I received has the Yin/Yang in the middle in the core, in two colors which resonate strongly with me. The first version I saw of this was of pastels in lighter colors which I of course first was attracted to the calmness and relaxed state of it. The Universe played it's magic as this was not meant for me but for someone else. The new art I received the colors are more vivid brigher and bolder colors- as I see it the New me, the soft pastels are on the outside which is what people see at first is an inviting person, but on the inside I am very passionate and bright and vibrant to my core. Once again things of balance are being called to me, to my energy.
I of the old resonated with the water element but of all signs around me have been pointing to flight and wings. Which I have discovered I associate with the Air Energy which is of both Yin/Yang energy where I am in this New. My old self of a Water Energy was of Yin, the feminine. Now I embody both aspects of course still creating balance between these, and we all have all four elements within us but we have one dominate one which resonates most with us. Of course for me this was the Universe telling me through the Dragonfly that I am transformed into a creature with wings, I am no longer a mermaid of the sea. Of course the sea still calls to me, as it's where I came from in the old. If you are interested in finding out which resonates with you- contact me and I will give more details.
We are experiencing a lot, we need to ground. Crystals which we offer also grounding activities during this time is key. Magnesium also helps in all forms. We need self care right now along with self love.
Symptoms you may be feeling:
Allergy symptom flare ups
Autoimmune disease flare ups
Spaced out feeling
I personally started getting many people asking about this, feeling more emotional letting things stir them up, despite all the change and growth they've gone through over the few months. And yes we are handling this differently as we have acknowledged something is 'off' and looking for answers. We are not reverting back to the old, we are being shown how much we have grown. I came across more information on this, which I will share leading up to the New Moon. Crystals are a great way to help with this, so use those grounding stones or use crystals to help overall. Be aware not to fall into the old way. I have lost my grounding stones already many times since being back this week, I knew it was in one room in particular. I allowed it to speak to me, and knew it was where I heard it, but visibly could not 'see it' I began to take apart everything- and sure enough there it was! Under many many blankets.
Right now we are in this Void - in this transition about to be Birthed into the Divine Birth of Transformation. We
get to further assess ourselves, what are our aspirations approaching the New Moon Eclipse. The New Selves can be birthed during this time as we just sit and are in stillness. I have read that the higher chakras the means of communication shifts from words into shapes and drawings. This to me resonates as I love the written word but I have been called to draw and take photographs. I had a dream where I saw a vision of a picture I will create that is very beautiful. Every time I am in meditation and am asked to open my higher crown chakra I see this specific color, ironically while looking for a picture to represent the Void I came across this image which is exactly what I have seen more than once in my third eye. Doing some research I found this interesting which I will share: "This chakra is a radiant star of brilliant Gold and Violet Light and is ALREADY OPEN for your Kundalini to make Her connection. It It is located a hand’s length above the Crown, and it is the seat of your Higher Self. AFFIRMATION FOR HIGHER CROWN CHAKRA : I am (Christ Name) Great Golden Angel Of Light; Eternal Being; in Whom I identify; I AM." Which leads me to ask, what is something you use to enjoy (either as a young child, as a teen or even early adulthood) that you just for some reason stopped? How could this benefit if you started it again?
Once again I am hearing about balance as my guides I felt ancient wisdom, which even my name means wisdom. This resonates with me yet at the same time the other side is of innocence the child state to see the magic. On my adventure once I let go I could feel the ancient energy just knowing and yet embracing that I then also could experience just being playful.
During my walk I was not really paying attention where I was going, other than walking in a straight line- and someone ran into me who equally was not paying much attention either- the reaction is very telling. We both did not get upset we both just smiled at each other as this was pure innocent we were both daydreaming when we ran into each other and I felt an energy exchange between us. However, the typical perception is "watch where you are going" "you have to pay attention to where you are going" as it's our responsibility to not daydream but be mindful of all those around us ... this view is of the old. It turns into if someone else tells you this
"you have to watch where you are going" this is them speaking about where they are in their journey. It's not yet acceptable to just be and enjoy, fear still lingers for them as it's not correct for people to wonder aimlessly, even though we aren't actually. The perception comes from where we each are in our journey. So to me, I experienced literally having an energy exchange with someone the Universe wanted me to be guided to. Both of our reactions show we are both of Light and Love as we did not react of the old. Instead we acted playfully actually showing that you do have to have the wisdom embodied that it really doesn't matter if you bump into someone harmlessly on the street because it's playful and it's really not a big deal.
Lunar Samhain New Moon
As I discussed while in San Francisco I began to notice entities and beings, as you may also be experiencing as we approach the 31st the veil is lifting and will also remain into the 3rd the Night of the New Moon. This New Moon is called Lunar Samhain as it's when the veil is thin. We are able to call onto the energy of Scorpio as this New Moon is in Scorpio. The Hybrid Solar Eclipse occurs on the same day which only heightens the energy we may draw from. As I have talked about we are currently in a Void which began after the Full Moon Lunar Eclipse in Aries on October 18 until the Solar Eclipse and New Moon in Scorpio on November 3.
Scorpio energy calls for us to realize we are shifting further into the New. It's a shift as the Uranus Pluto square occurs on November 1 leading up to this. Scorpio energy is calling for us to look into what's really needing us to face critical as we may have previously felt this was too out there. Now we have to face it we are being reflected these aspects of ourselves whether in signs or things that are being within us. This is not about negative feelings as this is of the old, nor of cleansing however we have to find a new way of perceiving this to grow. Light is being cast literally on our true selves our core Divine being. Scorpio brings the dark side out to look into what or who may have hold or influence on us (for not our own benefit), if you are still in some way living and operating on some aspects of the old - this will resonate with you perhaps where you may see this. I have released this a while ago, so this does not resonate with me but I share it for those of you who still need this information. If this does not resonate with you, know that you and my journey are different but we have ascended to the higher levels, if you resonate with this- there is no good or bad or speed to any of this we all are perfect as we are in our space in our own journey.
Naturally many of us are coming into further awareness, Scorpio is in the North Node and Saturn is amplifying the Uranus Pluto square. This is ending the 25,000 year cycle. We need to further act in the new and fear of not having something or desires which are not passion are not resonating with the new. We are being called to just be, to trust that everything will come to be, that all that we wish to have will have energy released and with Divine timing it will come to be, as with passion to have something or someone is passion is all around and just is.
This New Moon in Scorpio is in a fixed water sign which is associated with deep change. As Eclipses are about big change and moving forward to forever remain changed. Solar Eclipses are internal energies as this will be an internal journey for each of us. So don't be surprised if days leading up to the New Moon on November 3 you start to push away distractions or only gravitate towards people who help with your soul searching. Look at your birth chart to see what aspects Scorpio is going to play in your house, both the Sun and Moon are at 11 degrees in Scorpio. We are entering a new chapter in our life as we are further in the New with all these energies. Even though many of us will not see the Solar Eclipse, that is of no importance as the energy can still be felt which is the most important aspect.
Scorpio is calling for us to bask in it's waters for purifying and in it's caldron giving emotional heat to heal and transform us. As we are still in Mercury Retrograde we may also pull the energy of Saturn, Mercury and the North Node. This leads into epiphanies that many of us may be experiencing already. Even if you are yet to articulate them just internally know, they will eventually manifest outward.
New Moons are about new beginnings and planting the seeds. We have released space and have space to plant and fill these. Scorpio is about passions ... many of us are thinking about what we want, however also think why do you want what you want? Passion leads to transformation. Here it's about the journey on your way to your passion.
Mercury Retrograde is in Scorpio leading to a sign of rise of the Phoenix, were
Mars also rules this Eclipse, Virgo is also in the same degree as the Sun and the Moon in Scorpio. Virgo brings the ability to focus on tasks allowing us to take this energy towards transformation to create and manifest. Saturn motivates us to seek the wisdom to grow into a more mature being with a solid foundation to make what we want come to be. Pluto allows us to see any flaws in the foundations so that we can repair these and heal them. All coming together to see the beginnings to our new Divine Being.
Many are already experiencing heightened emotions as Scorpio relates to exchange of energy, which typically connected to sex and intimacy as this is the ultimate energy exchange as viewed by many. Water signs typically are viewed as connecting to emotional energy it is the calm the yin energy of the feminine. This being said, Emotional energy brings motivation for our actions, emotions fuel for us to act upon our will we are nurtured to act. Of the old, was about fear and escaping our emotional responses that were triggered for fear of vulnerability or intimacy. However of the New, we embrace all aspects of our self and just jump into things head first knowing the first part is to let go, that there is no loss here, no rejection- intimacy is beautiful on all levels but we first have to allow for the experience to happen. This is what Scorpio is calling for us to embrace. We already know how the old was, this is the new, being of the new is to not act as we once did. We have cleared already why we ran or left or got scared ... it's no longer time to dwell on this, but to see and feel what we want and just go with our passions. Liberation from unconscious emotional responses as this does not serve anyone to be your Authentic self.
As many of us do wish to manifest and send out things we want or would like in our life. This is the energy we put and push out of us. After a while we just do this naturally what we want and what we are we attract. Which is why being in the New and all with loving awareness we just are, and that is what is reflected back to us. Leading up to this New Moon begin to ask yourself what is it you want in your life? What may you have come to realize you need in your life to best help your journey. The last Eclipse we released things that no longer serve us. Now we must ask what are things we wish to cultivate into our life with more abundance? I would begin a journal, if you do not already do so. Reflecting internally. As we approach the New Moon the manifesting energies get stronger. And it's always good to brainstorm and recall things you may have thought about on a drive or at the store but have yet to put to paper. I have already started to re-organize my space as I naturally seem to do so for every New Moon.
Me Day Plan on the day and even night of the New Moon to have "me" time where you allow yourself just for you and internal reflection. As we approach the night of the New Moon we may participate in our own New Moon ritual. I will outline some new things which you may or may not wish to do, see what resonates with you. I will include things that I have done and found useful as well as some other options as well. This is really all about you and finding your voice to speak to the Universe and Ask for what it is you want and sending out the energy, so you have to resonate with which you are doing to have your highest vibration.
Times of Events
"The Scorpio Solar Eclipse occurs on November 3rd, 2013 at 4:50 am PST/ 7:50am EST/ 12:50pm GMT. A solar eclipse disrupts the energy flow between the Sun and Earth and helps establish new energy channels for new possibilities. There was a solar eclipse 19 years ago on November 3, 1994. What did you begin then? How have you found completion since then? What is calling to you now?" -Cathy Pagano/Kepler
New Moon Manifesting Rituals
New Moon manifestation rituals are created to expand the space within us and around us to where our desires, wishes, good health and well being are created and realized. Before you start this ritual its imperative that you know exactly what it is that you wish to manifest for yourself. (So create a draft first.) It is also recommended that your intention requests be stated as precisely as possible to ensure positive results. Any intention that is mentally focused on, voiced out loud, or written down on paper carries that power. I am offering a New Moon Group Ritual if interested in more details contact me.
Preparing the supplies:
-You will need: a new notebook, a pen, cedar incense, sage, candle(s), crystals
-Prepare a clean and uncluttered sacred space, indoors or outdoors, where you will hold your New Moon ritual.
Setting your New Moon Intentions into Motion
1. Cleanse your sacred area by saying an opening prayer to cleanse stating
that intention, ask for your guides for protection and guidance
2. Clear away negative lingering energies with by burning sage in your area, (I also recommend doing this in your home).
3. Center and ground your body by whatever means is most appropriate for you:
-Sit in a quiet place and mediate
-Light a lavender scented candle
-Drink a cup of chamomile or mint tea (or any tea of choice)
-Before or during the ritual, intently ingest a blend of flower essences that offer grounding and manifestation properties.
4. Light a candle, play calm relaxing music.
5. Open your notebook and date it. (Note you want to use a brand new note book or create your own with stationary and attach all sheets together, as anything written in this will manifest and you want to start new. Write down these (or similar words):
"I accept these things into my life now or something better for my highest good and for the highest good of all concerned."
(Note do not write the quote marks in your own personal statement). Below your intention statement, begin to write down a list of all your desires. Your list may consist of only one item, or you may have several pages written down. It can be sentences, however do separate in some way each item. Do not limit your list of items. Continually add other items to your list as often as you wish. (Note if you add things after the New Moon the energy will not be as strong and it may take longer for these to come to be). If possessing many things in your life makes you happy and content, you should not deny yourself these things by limiting your requests.
6. After either re-writing your list down, or modifying things from your journal, I like to re-read the list out loud and see if anything else resonates with me that I should add. Not not cross anything out if you notice a flaw find a way to reword it. I like to draw reiki symbols over each item (if you practice you may do the same), and lay my hand on each sending energy into each and allowing it to be with the Universe, as well as call upon my crystals. Clear Quartz is especially helpful to amply all. Remember everything is energy. This is your time to ask nothing is too big or small.
7. Close your notebook and put it away until the next month's New Moon where you will reopen it and rededicate it.
8. Thank our guides, thank the universe, it's all about being grateful. Complete by saying this statement: “I am allowing love and joyous energy flow through me with freedom. Abundance is now appears in every creation of my life and I am peaceful with life now. And so it is. Thank you” Blow out your candle thinking about all you wish to manifest to receive, and once the flame is out let all thoughts of this go to the universe.
Other options for manifesting:
*Make a Vision Board
This is a very simple and creative way to visually get down on paper images of things you want to manifest. There are no rules, you just need magazines, pictures, markers, pen, scissors, glue and poster board or just a sheet of paper. Look through magazines for instance to just anything that calls to you or look for specific things you had on your list. If you don't find anything to represent what you have envisioned just draw it yourself or write it out. This process is decide and declare those desires to the universe through visual means. Arrange it any way that makes you happy. You can hang it up on your wall after so that you are reminded of the things you wish to manifest.
You will need a candle- typical color is white (although you can use different colors). You will write words or symbols of the things that you desire onto the candle. Next hold the candle in both hands and visualize yourself having all these things and enjoying having them. Visualize this desire going into the candle. For me I feel the energy transfer from me to the candle. Continue to do this until you feel the energy has stopped flowing from you to the candle. Once you feel ready, light the candle and allow it to burn down completely. During this process, as the candle burns its transmitting your desire into the universe. (Do not leave a candle unattended, if it blows out if your outside just relight it, if you have to extinguish it Do Not blow it out use a snuffer instead).
Get a check from your check book and cross out all information except your name, and make the check out to yourself or use this check you may print out and use. Write: in the date area "now." In the pay to the order of: write your name. As the dollar amount write "Paid in Full." Finally sign the check as: "The Universe," "God," "Your Angel," or "The Law of Abundance.
You can now go about the rest of your night. Feeling happy and positive that you send out to the universe all that you want to attract and just be patient and grateful.
I created a crystal grid for the New Moon, which you may share it's energy.
Happy New Moon!!